“Learning is fun”
About me:
I have thought about how I should write this so many times as that’s what I love to do, think after thoughts after thoughts and beyond. That’s just me, that’s just how I do since any point I state, always cometh with every reasons as to why and I care enough to do so but this time, I will try my best to keep this as short and simple as I can but to get the ball rolling — I must mention a bit about how I was to be here (sorry about having to talk about my past so soon but it’s the only way to help you all understand or have an idea why I tell you my reasons why I pursue such whimsiczn’all of Dat.
To begin, I have always loved and no matter how I tried to go against it, it just never seemed right because what’s the point. Where did this begin? Well, during my adolescence, at a very young age, 4. I recall not knowing nor having any reasons why as to how I knew my grandfather that I love very dearly, passed — but all I knew was that when I saw him in his coffin, never hath I ever yet saw one at that point, I just knew I didn’t want to be there so I walked to a big tree across the road then everyone from the funeral wondered where I was and was in shock to see me at the tree standing there in stillness with my palm place upon it so whence I was caught standing where I was, everyone gathered around that big tree and had a moment of silence. My dad whom was my favorite person that I loved with all my heart, always abused me every night and day in however way he could think of. Especially after nights of me running and falling (sometimes on purpose hoping he would stop and stay home for me) down the steps as he drove out to wherever with my Mother then would come home angry and many times I remember Her rushing to hug me whilst he smacked her and tried to come at me. She would say things and be crying and I was still too young to understand why nor did I knew any better that what occurred during those times were not okay but as I said, it was all I knew at the time. Being me, the silly ways I love to be, I started becoming very annoying and yes, I love being annoying & I am guessing it started when I thought it would be okay to be as stubborn and rebel however I seemed like I could by running away and laughing when he came home some nights but obviously, “I could run but not hide” because where was I meant to go? I just thought that it would make things more fun but no. It drove him mad. Most nights after that, I would get belted and kneel on the durian shell that he leaves for me every time I seem like I am having a blast with running and hiding. Eventually I got used to it and thought to myself how funny I am depending on how I did it and whichever distance I would travel lengths to outwit him so I would be laughing whilst getting whipped kneeling on the durian shell because that helped me believe that it was fun — well, it was the only way I could see it anything close to being fun.
Eventually, they gave birth to my little sister who I got to annoy and really have a lot of ‘fun’ with so that is why today, I am a very big smart-”aaarrrr”, let’s just say the ways my mind flows is brilliant & I say this with confidence now because I believe I can. I would never speak to boast especially since I am not one-that likes to speak about myself (That’s why doing this ‘about me’ page took a vast amount of countless tries). Anyway, moving on -
It would still be the same thing but I would step up for my sister because I knew I had to protect her no matter what I must do, albeit an obvious lie and look like a fool so he can focus his hits on me instead and my Mother would still sometimes be brought to the room, door would shut and I would hear her screaming and crying and I have asked a few times if everything’s okay but She would tell me that it was or that I should not interrupt “the adults when they are talking” but silly child(me at the time) just shrugged it off and be a smartarse thinking to myself, “I know what talking sounds like, I am not an idiot” so I’d be a tad bit annoyed since I thought they diminish me for being little in sizes of height and stupid shit like that. Before I talk about the bastard that left us forsaken, I will tell you about how he got to wed with my beautiful Mother. Get ready for some romance, jokes ! I don’t say this because my mind is still clouded but yes, he was a joke and a sad example of anything in resemblance to a man, or even human.
He managed to set sail and reach Australia thanks to that side of the family tree then decided to fly back to Vietnam so that he can go to a place called “Hue” to seek the most beautiful woman that he can marry. Then so forth, he did and ventured there asking around and asked whom hath reached womanhood and is the most beautiful around here & my Mother was pronounced to be at the time, She was the 12th amongst given birth-daughter in a family of 18 with 16 other siblings. It was a very small village at the time and still until this day, she is known around that town when she visits as it has only expanded however so little. Just a main road and connected paths through rivers and little mountains to get around that tiny place so you can understand the amount of things that may be brought up to topic right? Whence he found her, she was already at the church since she was still studying and nearly becoming a nun, she was also known to be a very smart and courageous woman and that now, is something I know after growing up with everything constantly changing ever so quickly right in front of me. That is why I am resilient, can adapt and not be too phased by such things of timely matter because my space is much more constant than such rush as I am already apart of something much more whole in the continuum that is unseen & must I bare to say which I notice continuously is how quick these things can be misjudged like a book that is still left unopen — so be wary of how you perceive someone who may seem like His doing nothing in sight because little do you know that sometimes, He is actually carrying the world by the shoulder with all his might. Anyway, back to the story — he brought her back to Australia after the wedding and before she knew it, hell broke loose but being fresh off the island into a whole different fraction distant from her known familiar area, she did not know where to go, whom to speak to, what to do nor which her decision was going to be the death of her or if this person she just married is only just misunderstood. She was then pregnant at age 17, but was still constantly abused but she was too afraid to speak to his family about it and when she did, they brought it up and she would get bashed some more. One night being nigh, midnight — being 7 months into the pregnancy with me, he would bash her stomach but this nightfall was too much for her to bare and take so she screamed and collapsed. My grandparents heard and wondered what was going on so my dad had rushed her to hospital telling them the obvious, she is with child and her water probably broke. A bit of a nutshell if you think about it for a moment, I was born two months early since I was meant to be given birth around 20th’s day of February but the doctors checked right away and said that a cord is tied around my neck and my Mother couldn’t hold me anymore with all the bruises and low stamina to push me out so they had to quickly cut her stomach open to pull me out. For a linear spaciousness during a moment’s time that I wasn’t breathing life’s joys yet, they thought I didn’t make it and by love and thank heavens, I was given a chance to be alive and started breathing. The doctors were surprised and said that I was showing no signs of defects and fully healthy. There is much more to share about me and the many times that I have faced death and survived but that’s another tale for when I speak and share my articles to help give guidance, help, support and share the love when the time comes.
Now to the point of why I shared that little bit of time about me, myself and I with a little bit of truths to tell from the past is so that I can share my wisdom and self here now: I have always wondered about humans behaviour, habits & pretty much have been curious about absolutely everything from A-Z so feel free to ask me anything. You never know until you try. I am actually here to help and share the love the same way that I have been blessed with it. I understand my past that I shared is about lost but the profoundest ways have been with me all my life and I am here to fulfill my will, goals and succeed by leading wherever I am placed as it is one of my favourite roles in this world chosen and eventually destined for me to seek to the ends of beyond and back. Why? Many reasons as to why and a given example? Well, I believe that it is only the right thing to do because I understand the darkness and what it feels like to be caught up in your own mess so I want to let everyone know that, they deserve a chance but they must ask and genuinely want it for themselves enough to meet half way and cross paths with fate (such as being here reading this with me) to finally reach their best potential selves. I have researched, met, guided an abundance of information with studies and tested trials to know that I am capable to help any individual become their better selves. I am not here to tell you what to do(Unless it is absolutely asked and demanded through every calling) but at the end of the day, I can only say and do as much but you must make the decision for yourself, no one else. Relax though, I know already especially with how hard I have fucked around for, that no one is perfect but let’s hope that at the end of the day, these were just bad decisions but we are not bad people. There is always a way for better passage and so, I will leave this note here with ways to contact me anytime you want to and looking forward to building this side of me too. I have always wanted to start this but I had to sort my own equilibrium to make sure I am me, like always, I have always believed and now I know absolutely every reason why I always have and beyond space and time, everlastingly will throughout any aspect or kinetic energetic field (call it whatever, dimensions?galaxies?), that I will always be true to myself & as long as I do, I will try my best for all.
Much love,
Dat
P.S I forgot to mention in one part of the story, I was given birth during right after midnight’s first hour on the 29th of December 96' .
I am also giving social media a chance since long removing it for reasons of the past but yeah, it’d be nice to get to know more individuals :)
Instagram : cap_ndat
I have thought about how I should write this so many times as that’s what I love to do, think after thoughts after thoughts and beyond. That’s just me, that’s just how I do since any point I state, always cometh with every reasons as to why and I care enough to do so but this time, I will try my best to keep this as short and simple as I can but to get the ball rolling — I must mention a bit about how I was to be here (sorry about having to talk about my past so soon but it’s the only way to help you all understand or have an idea why I tell you my reasons why I pursue such whimsiczn’all of Dat.
To begin, I have always loved and no matter how I tried to go against it, it just never seemed right because what’s the point. Where did this begin? Well, during my adolescence, at a very young age, 4. I recall not knowing nor having any reasons why as to how I knew my grandfather that I love very dearly, passed — but all I knew was that when I saw him in his coffin, never hath I ever yet saw one at that point, I just knew I didn’t want to be there so I walked to a big tree across the road then everyone from the funeral wondered where I was and was in shock to see me at the tree standing there in stillness with my palm place upon it so whence I was caught standing where I was, everyone gathered around that big tree and had a moment of silence. My dad whom was my favorite person that I loved with all my heart, always abused me every night and day in however way he could think of. Especially after nights of me running and falling (sometimes on purpose hoping he would stop and stay home for me) down the steps as he drove out to wherever with my Mother then would come home angry and many times I remember Her rushing to hug me whilst he smacked her and tried to come at me. She would say things and be crying and I was still too young to understand why nor did I knew any better that what occurred during those times were not okay but as I said, it was all I knew at the time. Being me, the silly ways I love to be, I started becoming very annoying and yes, I love being annoying & I am guessing it started when I thought it would be okay to be as stubborn and rebel however I seemed like I could by running away and laughing when he came home some nights but obviously, “I could run but not hide” because where was I meant to go? I just thought that it would make things more fun but no. It drove him mad. Most nights after that, I would get belted and kneel on the durian shell that he leaves for me every time I seem like I am having a blast with running and hiding. Eventually I got used to it and thought to myself how funny I am depending on how I did it and whichever distance I would travel lengths to outwit him so I would be laughing whilst getting whipped kneeling on the durian shell because that helped me believe that it was fun — well, it was the only way I could see it anything close to being fun.
Eventually, they gave birth to my little sister who I got to annoy and really have a lot of ‘fun’ with so that is why today, I am a very big smart-”aaarrrr”, let’s just say the ways my mind flows is brilliant & I say this with confidence now because I believe I can. I would never speak to boast especially since I am not one-that likes to speak about myself (That’s why doing this ‘about me’ page took a vast amount of countless tries). Anyway, moving on -
It would still be the same thing but I would step up for my sister because I knew I had to protect her no matter what I must do, albeit an obvious lie and look like a fool so he can focus his hits on me instead and my Mother would still sometimes be brought to the room, door would shut and I would hear her screaming and crying and I have asked a few times if everything’s okay but She would tell me that it was or that I should not interrupt “the adults when they are talking” but silly child(me at the time) just shrugged it off and be a smartarse thinking to myself, “I know what talking sounds like, I am not an idiot” so I’d be a tad bit annoyed since I thought they diminish me for being little in sizes of height and stupid shit like that. Before I talk about the bastard that left us forsaken, I will tell you about how he got to wed with my beautiful Mother. Get ready for some romance, jokes ! I don’t say this because my mind is still clouded but yes, he was a joke and a sad example of anything in resemblance to a man, or even human.
He managed to set sail and reach Australia thanks to that side of the family tree then decided to fly back to Vietnam so that he can go to a place called “Hue” to seek the most beautiful woman that he can marry. Then so forth, he did and ventured there asking around and asked whom hath reached womanhood and is the most beautiful around here & my Mother was pronounced to be at the time, She was the 12th amongst given birth-daughter in a family of 18 with 16 other siblings. It was a very small village at the time and still until this day, she is known around that town when she visits as it has only expanded however so little. Just a main road and connected paths through rivers and little mountains to get around that tiny place so you can understand the amount of things that may be brought up to topic right? Whence he found her, she was already at the church since she was still studying and nearly becoming a nun, she was also known to be a very smart and courageous woman and that now, is something I know after growing up with everything constantly changing ever so quickly right in front of me. That is why I am resilient, can adapt and not be too phased by such things of timely matter because my space is much more constant than such rush as I am already apart of something much more whole in the continuum that is unseen & must I bare to say which I notice continuously is how quick these things can be misjudged like a book that is still left unopen — so be wary of how you perceive someone who may seem like His doing nothing in sight because little do you know that sometimes, He is actually carrying the world by the shoulder with all his might. Anyway, back to the story — he brought her back to Australia after the wedding and before she knew it, hell broke loose but being fresh off the island into a whole different fraction distant from her known familiar area, she did not know where to go, whom to speak to, what to do nor which her decision was going to be the death of her or if this person she just married is only just misunderstood. She was then pregnant at age 17, but was still constantly abused but she was too afraid to speak to his family about it and when she did, they brought it up and she would get bashed some more. One night being nigh, midnight — being 7 months into the pregnancy with me, he would bash her stomach but this nightfall was too much for her to bare and take so she screamed and collapsed. My grandparents heard and wondered what was going on so my dad had rushed her to hospital telling them the obvious, she is with child and her water probably broke. A bit of a nutshell if you think about it for a moment, I was born two months early since I was meant to be given birth around 20th’s day of February but the doctors checked right away and said that a cord is tied around my neck and my Mother couldn’t hold me anymore with all the bruises and low stamina to push me out so they had to quickly cut her stomach open to pull me out. For a linear spaciousness during a moment’s time that I wasn’t breathing life’s joys yet, they thought I didn’t make it and by love and thank heavens, I was given a chance to be alive and started breathing. The doctors were surprised and said that I was showing no signs of defects and fully healthy. There is much more to share about me and the many times that I have faced death and survived but that’s another tale for when I speak and share my articles to help give guidance, help, support and share the love when the time comes.
Now to the point of why I shared that little bit of time about me, myself and I with a little bit of truths to tell from the past is so that I can share my wisdom and self here now: I have always wondered about humans behaviour, habits & pretty much have been curious about absolutely everything from A-Z so feel free to ask me anything. You never know until you try. I am actually here to help and share the love the same way that I have been blessed with it. I understand my past that I shared is about lost but the profoundest ways have been with me all my life and I am here to fulfill my will, goals and succeed by leading wherever I am placed as it is one of my favourite roles in this world chosen and eventually destined for me to seek to the ends of beyond and back. Why? Many reasons as to why and a given example? Well, I believe that it is only the right thing to do because I understand the darkness and what it feels like to be caught up in your own mess so I want to let everyone know that, they deserve a chance but they must ask and genuinely want it for themselves enough to meet half way and cross paths with fate (such as being here reading this with me) to finally reach their best potential selves. I have researched, met, guided an abundance of information with studies and tested trials to know that I am capable to help any individual become their better selves. I am not here to tell you what to do(Unless it is absolutely asked and demanded through every calling) but at the end of the day, I can only say and do as much but you must make the decision for yourself, no one else. Relax though, I know already especially with how hard I have fucked around for, that no one is perfect but let’s hope that at the end of the day, these were just bad decisions but we are not bad people. There is always a way for better passage and so, I will leave this note here with ways to contact me anytime you want to and looking forward to building this side of me too. I have always wanted to start this but I had to sort my own equilibrium to make sure I am me, like always, I have always believed and now I know absolutely every reason why I always have and beyond space and time, everlastingly will throughout any aspect or kinetic energetic field (call it whatever, dimensions?galaxies?), that I will always be true to myself & as long as I do, I will try my best for all.
Much love,
Dat
P.S I forgot to mention in one part of the story, I was given birth during right after midnight’s first hour on the 29th of December 96' .
I am also giving social media a chance since long removing it for reasons of the past but yeah, it’d be nice to get to know more individuals :)
I will add more to my about me page when the time is right with my pursuits and interests but for now, babysteps.
Instagram : cap_ndat
